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How time Flies...I
wanna lose track of time
wanna lose my memory
can't think right anymore
drowning myself, in agony
years have passed, and years after..
I've lost it all.. My ease of mind, My smile..
My sweet laughter,
Oh My.. How many years have passed..?!
I see that woman in the mirror,who doesn't look like Me...!
she have some white hairs grew .. Oh, she's tired of me..!
How time flies!
Still here, still alone, there's no one to hold me
Waited for so long
Couldn't forgive me
Can't pretend no more
Can not forget my misery
Oh My, How can i take you out of my mind?!
I keep remembering.. what wasn't mine, and what will never be!
Oh my, How time flies!
I'm still here, on my own, because i loved you so..,
There will be no one to hold me.
Wanna lose track of time
Wanna lose my memory
Can not think right any more
Drowned myself in agony
Oh my, How time flies!
Waited for so long (Just to see you!)
Couldn't forgive me (Cause i didn't let go!)
Hey You.. ListenHey you.. just listen up!
Don't let it break your stride,
Don't let it freak you out..Not yet.. cause..
Loneliness is not the answer for the pain that you've got inside
Loneliness is like the cancer spreading
like a low tone rhythm in your gut
Calling the one... There isn't a sound to come out..
no one around ...
To show a face...
Above the love .. with in the heart..
Lots of spots...
To find some peace
Like flying over... that old lake !
Hitting its surface to sleep beneath
Leaving some joy, and some good memories
Taking a moment out of the freeze
moving your hands.. Shaking your legs
No one around
lots of darkness
Don't lose the soul.. fight them all,
Refuse to go down in this mess.
You want out.. with some little help,
Focus much harder.. Keep getting stronger...
& you're now much lighter... just speed up a bit
Just jump.. jump right thru it, Totally out of it
That old dump you sank your self in,
Look, There's the light , The sun still bright & hot
Oh, its the
If you only knew...Opened my eyes.. smoke was choking my lungs,
Blocking my view
I fell of my bed ,
Got up and ran like the wind to wake you both,
To hide in you
I tried to open the door . but that was a thing i couldn't do, my body was so small
I cried out loud ..
I cried your names over and over ,
You let silence answer my cries,
i freaked out, Never felt that blue
Fire was reaching slow
Surrounding your door, ate it and chewed ..
I kicked it so, it collapsed down and my eyes caught the view of you two
Holding each other so tight, sleeping on a bed of fire
slipping out of this cruel world..
Into another, ..
Full of ease, full of bright lights, and no trace of blue
Leaving me behind,
I was so crushed..
That i couldn't join, i couldn't come along..
Yet butterflies flew out of my tears..
Kissing the air that held you
Oh if you only knew
How much i really cared for you two
Oh if you only knew
My only joy in life
How much i loved you two
How much i love you...And I'll always
5:20i went to the forest
to purify my lungs
then i saw the thick
three letter scar
i left in a slender
birch, and wondered how
i could let you poison
another living thing.
moths aren't afraid of pins
till they're stuck to a piece of styrofoam.
hey newton, gravity's flawedi.
starting anew from the flutter
and the sputter of lungs.
a vacant sea filled with feathers
and tumultuous clatter,
ribs in a treacherous pattern
resembling exiting rungs.
i want to wrestle the angels,
your tendency is the ladder.
involved with full indiscretion,
trading lazy for lace.
unspool the curse of the long-
limbs in a languorous flexion
i like the stab of the ankles,
you need the curves intersected.
opting to cull my extents
with trans-dimensional vigor.
spent my dysphoric corrections
on reconnecting lax ends.
lips in a spurious accent
feign a passionate rigor.
i tie myself to the anchor,
you extricate and ascend.
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