Please... Forgive me

I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at me..

I keep hurting you.. cause it kills, ..may be it'll free me..

                   Don't look at me this way.. Don't feel sorry

                                   Hate me..Don't you ever forgive me


I'm pieces , shattered and it's not enough to erase all of it..

               I'm still alive, breathing.. and worse than anything .. you are here! around!

                                                                               caring!, loving!, you're still ...beside me.. !

Don't you get it.. go Away

              Don't you expect anything from me.., don't you dare,
                                    
                                     There is nothing that I'll give in return..

I'll keep hurting you...cause it kills,

             May be you'll go away.. Don't you dare have sympathy,

                         Don't feel sorry .. Hate me..Don't you ever forgive me

If I'm alone , and you are gone, there won't be a soul to remind me..

           Of whom i used to be.. of all I'd lost.. of what i can't give ..I can't no more forgive
          
                         It will be easier to let go, let the pain invade me, slowly... erase me

If I'm not here.. then it's fine,i know you'll be OK

I'm not mad at you. please don't you love me..don't ever forgive me..
                                       
                                       I am not worthy
                                                   Don't ever
                                                           Forgive me
Please ...

      Please ...

            Forgive me!